My Daddy and Childhood

hi my beloved blog !
i want to share my story about my dad. 
yup i really miss my dad but he's dead since April yesterday, I dont know why god took my daddy too fast ? I feel I dont give my best to my father yet, not giving him a happiness yet and many more. i miss my childhood, miss all the time when i've spending with him we're always going to somewhere when weekend coming.  such a zoo mall or maybe just going to picnic, aaaah god if i could turn the time, and my childhood can come again it will be a matter that I have dreamed. huh but it's impossible ! now the things that i can do is pray pray and pray for him i hope God listen my pray and my daddy live peacefully in heaven ! Amiiiin :')

My sister - Brother - Daddy - Mom and Me :")

*miss that moments*

this is my daddy, i miss him so much ! i ♥ you dad :')  

Daddy - Mom - and Me

My older sister Lili and Me !

G.A.L.A.U .....or anything you can call it !

i dont know what actually i feel right now ! such a many random things in my mind. and these picture really really can describe what i feel right now !

love all the illustration ! :)

*love -dewi- 

Dear You !

I sometimes hating myself for being such a kooky girl (which go even worse whenever I'm near to someone I like.) Yes, I hate being speechless and start doing something weird & out of my mind when I stand near you. I try not to stutter to say a little Hi. I try so hard to stay calm but my heart's pounding so fast like it's gonna pop out of its place. Even when you're not around, you're still everywhere all over my head like a disease... say it straight to you is the hardest thing to do, so maybe the best thing I can do now is just write it down here.

I'm counting the things I know about you. I guess I'm quite good at stalking. Only about 4 - 5 things. Yea, I need to know you more.
(ps: I really really really REALLY wish you don't read this.)

                                                              
..I guess I'm in love. The sign is obvious. I don't know if i'm really gonna fall for somebody this time, all I know, you've stolen my attention. I just met you. I wish I knew you earlier, long ago. But I wish this is still not too late. Yet this is not the right time to take a little shy step closer. I guess for now I'll still gazing you from far. :)


*kisslovehug 
-dewi- :*

Inas Birthday

wohoooo hey wasuup my blog! 

now i want to share to you about my friends birthday, she is Inas Harfina but usually me and all my friends call her with inas. me and all my friends just give her a little surprise party at college and i think she love and like it. here we are !

Mauren - Bunga - Astri - Inas - Euis - Me

this is birthday cake for her :)

and gift for her is donal-duck bags, she love it so much ! i know that !

and once more i want to say is :

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 

INAS !

*kisslovehug :*

pink salmon !

let's make some mix match !

   

this dress i just bought at Bloop  and i love it cause the color is pink yes pink like salmon color :)

and the cardi i bought it when high shool but it's still look cute ! love it !!

Quotes (part-one)

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak.  

Sometime it means that you are strong enough to let go.

brother's engangement

hi my beloved blog! i wanna share to you about my brother's engagement yesterday.

bored in the wrong time!

haha yap yap i knoww i'm crazy!!! tommorow is pharmacy physic exaaam. and now i'm just taking a picture without studying anything. huaaaaa i feel lazy as hell!!! lazy as usual i feel everyday :D

Heavy Rain in Tuesday Morning

morning all!
hey do you know. now at my place in Depok, rain just falling with dense. and it means i'm not goin to lecture this morning! haha yep rain bring a blessing for me! 
but one things makes me annoying, because this morning rain is falling that is just ruined all my plan for today! that is a beautiful plan and i really want to pass it with full of happiness. but maybe God just take another way for it ;) just take a positive thinking hehe
oke thats enough! 


bye :*

Best of The Best

heyya wassup guys?
sorry for not blogging since a couple days ago cause i always feel like being a very tired person in the world (lebay) but that is the truth! i feel bored with all activity in college, and i know i must finish it in 4 years . and imagine that 4 years isn't a short time it's loooooongggggg time and will be a journey in part of my life :)
well actually now i'm just gonna tell you the best album or maybe not the best but i love these album. hmm actually i love all kind of music genre unless rock, you know why. rock music is such a bad things and bad music for me, cause almost all singer in music rock they're not singing but screaming!! and i hate that. haha i just love jazz and pop and lil'bit indie genre. and this is the most album that i love!!

well that is the best album and i love all the singer. hehe
what about you?
what is your genre? and who the singer that you love?
tell meeeeee!!!!!


Love -dewi-
kiss love hug :*

Unpredictable

hey my beloved blog! 
i wanna share all my activity today!! okay kita berbahasa indonesia aja yaa. hehe 
yuh tadi berangkat pagi² naik angkot kan tuh gapake dianter atau ada barengan gitu -,-. dan lo tau gaaaaak?? gue ketemu sama my ex-boyfriend! yg dimana gue jadian sama dia aja udh jadi satu masalah trus kita putus juga dengan masalah² yg ribet abis, sebenernya sih gue yang salah dan emang gue yang jahat gue akuin banget kalo soal itu tapi masalahnya dianya itu lohh sabar banget ngadepin gue, kan jadi guenya bingung harus gimana~
terus tadi pas diangkot pun gue sama dia ngga nyapa sama sekali, awkward abis deh dituasinya. than finally dia turun duluan juga kan tuh. haha lega banget gue secara pas dia naik itu dalem hati gue udh sumpah serapah aja yg keluar kaya gini nih " ah begoooooo banget sih kenapa tadi gue naik angkot ini, kenapa harus ketemu juga, ah sial gimana dong nih" dan disaat itu gue berasa pengen ngabur ajaaa -__- tapi gimana kam gak bisa dan selama dijalan gue udah berusaha semaksimal mungkin buat ngga ngeliat mukanya dia, lo tau kenapa? gue males dan udh DONE ! aja gitu ke dianyaa . huh tapi gue juga sempet mikir sih, kasian juga dia, selalu gue jahatin tapi kenapa dia sabaar banget ngadepin gue yaa? sumpah random abis drtd pikiran gue!! well udh sampe situ aja ceritanya tentang dia.
sekarang ceritaiin  kejadian unpredictable lagi yg telah gue lalui hari ini. haha (lebay) 
kan gue punya temen deket gitu ya dari sma itu namanya si aulia sama iswari. kalo si aulia (aul) dia satu kampus sama gue cuma beda jurusan doang dia di hukum dan gue di farmasi. trus kalo iswari (iis) dia anak UNPAD jurusan keperawatan dan sekarang sama sma dia beda abis dulu blm pake kerudung tapi sekarang udah dan makenya tertutup abis, envy gue juga mau make tapi hati sama kelakuan gue belom siap deh kayanya. next! kan berhubung selama  bbrp bulan ini kita jarang ketemu karna kesibukan masing² akhirnya kita mutusin dengan dadakan buat ketemuan  hari ini aja, padahal ujan tapi ttp jadi ko jalan bareng , sumpah seneng abis gue.. soalnya udah lama banget ngga ketemu dan ngobrol sama mereka ber2 terutama iis. hehe secara kan dia di bandung gitu anak gaul nangor tuh dia. haha 
huhu ada suka dukanya juga sih hari ini sukanyaa bisa ngumpul sama temen² deket pas sma dan dukanya ya itu ketemu si ex, sebenernya gak duka² banget sih tapi gue SHOCK aja dan belom bisa kalo ketemu sama dia, masih butuh waktu lebih gitu lah. hehe


well kayanya segitu dulu deh telling story nyaa, besok lanjut lagi soalnya gue cape banget.
nighty night all :)


kiss love hug :*

Pardon Me

heyyya guys! waasup?
i just didn't post my blog since a couple months ago. huuh pardon me okay cause i have a lot activity in my new life. it's college life! 
you know what?! everyday i must make a report from a the lab which I have done yesterday, and so on.
each day after doing my practicum should always make a report. gonna feel bored right?
yep that is what i feel right now. bored and bore, than sometime feels like let me die i just tired with this acrivity.
but one that i know if you want something there is need sacrifice to get it! yep maybe this is my way and
 my sacrifice to get a PHARMACY DEGREE! and to be a PHARMACIST! . yep that is my dream and i
know it's need a big passion to finish and get the degree. and i just want to make my daddy happy to see what i'm doing now and later. cause even though he is not here with me i just believe that he is see and always know what i'm doing.
huh it's getting night and i'm gonna lecture early morning tomorrow so i think that's all enough

okay see yaa later!
bye ~
*kisslovehug

-dewi-

City Old City

hey all !!! (:(:(:
hmm actually in this time i just want to post my blog with indonesian language cause i'm just tired to blogging with english, you know wyh? cause my english grammar bad. so i'm just lil bit shy if my grammar is wrong . hihi . here we are i'm gonna use indonesian language ::
minggu kemaren gue abis dari kota tua gitu sama kakak2 gue . foto2 lah jalan2 juga . sebenernya sih gue kesana buat ikutan acara yg namanya 'Sahabat Museum' nah lo tau ngga gue jalaaannn kaki ampe 2 kilo lebihhh . mampus tuh gue pulang2 capeekk bangeetngetnget kaki gue berasa mau copot gilak!! haha. but i was fun!!

well that's me, my sister and my vacation!!!!


bye all (:  love xoxo

It's Green and It's Flower

well it's flower and it's green guys(: i'll post something again in sunday maybe, cause i'm gonna spending my weekend in a cool activity .


love x.o.x.o

Named : AJOJJING

hey all, now i'm gonna tell to ya'll about AJOJJING you know what is Ajojing, Ajojjing is name of gank it consider with Me, Servio, Arre, Selza a.k.a Bekry, Ody, and Yuanita . but usually i'm just hang out with servio, bekry and arre because ody and nita in everytime we would to hanging out they're can't to join us . and last week i'm just hanging out with all of them but ody and nita didn't come ): here we are ::